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Okay Shall have a short post. Need go soon. Lol.

Today was a good day for me. :D Very happy.

But just had that worried feeling that I scared we all will have hard feelings when the results are out. X: Didnt want that way. I want us to work tgt as a team, as an unit, to make our unit a better unit. And I need to improve myself for the better. Change myself. Self-control. I have been telling myself this for today and yesterday.

Shall stop here bahhs. Lol. My blog like dying!!! Ohno. Lol.

Hey ppl. Back posting. Toady was like sleep until 9. Omg. Im now a pig. Hahha. :D After my dad woke me up. He called me up then I was like 'okay..' then he went downstairs then I lied down again. Then he at downstairs shout up ask me come down eat breakfast then I woke up. LOL. Breakfast was Fried Kway Teow and Roti Prata. My dad go da bao one. Lol. Ate until quite full. At camp quite little food. Some more the food is nice, which makes me wan to eat more of the food. Lol.

Then used comp record chinese Srp. One Srp I recorded like 10mins. Wth. My family sometimes make noise then wth. Then I read wrong line again and again. Lol. Then finally did finish liao then my dad cooked finish lunch. He fried some chicken and fish finger and one curry puff and ask me eat. Lol. Wrap the chicken with bread then eat like burger like that. Lol. I WAN EAT CARLS JUNIOR!!! Sounds so tempting lahhs but abit ex. But dun care I wan eat! Lol. :D

The my mum need give private tuition. Then my dad, sister and me go into one room, on air-con and do homework. Lol. So cold manns. X: Lol. But finally finish my homework. :D Hahhaha. Then after the tuition, got the timtable from class blog, then dinner, wash dishes then here posting. LOL. Hahha.

Just tell me will you. Dun keep things to yourself again.
Stay happy and smile ppl. Lol. Dun know why keep saying this. Hahha.

Finally posting again. Lol. My last post was destroyed cuz my mum off the internet then I was like almost done. Wth. Nvm so long liao. Anyways just back from Spec Course. And good news ppl.

BRAVO COMPANY BEST CADET FOR NCC SPECIALIST COURSE PHASE1~~ OHYEAH~ 2ND SERGEANT MANNS~

Hahha. Really was very happy. :D But think that Benedict and ShiCong deserved the award more then me. They both got platoon best only. X: Anyways NanHua Ncc got 19/22 2nd sergeant+4 awards. :D Ohyeah~ NHNCC FTW~ :D Hahha. So cool. Hahha

Please. Dun keep everything to yourself. Its not good. Then wad are friends are for. They are there for you, when you need them, when you are feeling down, when you are emo or angry. Thats wad they are for. Rant to them your problems if need. Keeping them to yourself is bad and ranting to them makes you feel alot better. Dun think problems too complicatedly.

Be happy and smile ppl. Your smile cann make someones day. :D Hahha.

Friends are very important to me. In Sec3 life, I need my friends to be there. To be there with me fighting the battle. Lose or win, Its doesnt matter, all that matters is we are there tgt fighting tgt. With my friends going through a tough time makes the tough time seem not as tough. I just wan to say to ALL my friends. THANKYOU VERY MUCH FOR BEING WITH ME ALL THESE TIMES.

I know you dun wan ppl to misuunderstand, but I dun care. It doesnt matter. Why care wad others say. I dun wan to lose you as me good friend okay. X:

Didntsayhitoyou.X:Cuzdidntmanageseeyou.X:Thefeelingisnotfading.

Finally posting again. Lol. Was quite busy these few days. Sometimes feel stressed manns. X: Wish I will be alright. Suddenly Im nervous abt everything. Ncc, Council and GradNight. GradNight was scolded by MrLiu cuz of something. And I feel really guilty. Maybe cuz Im part of it. Then Jaslyn and Regina got scolded cuz of this, and they are not responsible for it. Im sorry Jaslyn and Regina. I feel I shld be scolded instead. But anyways Thanks for those who asked me to cheer up. Yeah Thanks alot. :D

Yesterday morning got xcountry. Thought was beep test so went. Cuz long time didnt do beep test then wan see if I got improve. Then MrMun say is 3km run. Disappointed. Thats wad YingZhi said. Lol. Then JianBin wore the sexy xcountry shirt. Was like wow. The shirt was like quiet lu. LOL. Then ran. Ran faster than Nicholas liao. :D Hahha. Lol. Quite happy. Lol.

Then got Sec3 council meeting after flag raising. The Exco confirmed the dates for the interview next week. Listening to them say the dates makes me nervous. I wan to get in but have a feeling that there will be great competition and I dun wan us to have conflicts cuz of this. And flag-raising duties, maybe I screwed up mine. X: Thats why I didnt make it. I only did twice, the first one was okay but the second one I didnt even have time to prepare and then alot of annoucements. I really wish I got another chance.

Then after schl Ncc was abit tired cuz morining got xcountry. But still hang on. Then was like feeling something bad would happen. Idk lahhs. Nvm shall not think abt it. For now, Just do my best in Spec Course, coming out with 2nd sergeant and award. :D Hahha.

Now just feel like playing bball and destress. Lol. Wish everything goes better for me. :D

Feelthatshesgettingfurtherandfurtherfromme.Ihatethisfeeling.