Waiting For You.

Finally posting again. Lol. Was quite busy these few days. Sometimes feel stressed manns. X: Wish I will be alright. Suddenly Im nervous abt everything. Ncc, Council and GradNight. GradNight was scolded by MrLiu cuz of something. And I feel really guilty. Maybe cuz Im part of it. Then Jaslyn and Regina got scolded cuz of this, and they are not responsible for it. Im sorry Jaslyn and Regina. I feel I shld be scolded instead. But anyways Thanks for those who asked me to cheer up. Yeah Thanks alot. :D

Yesterday morning got xcountry. Thought was beep test so went. Cuz long time didnt do beep test then wan see if I got improve. Then MrMun say is 3km run. Disappointed. Thats wad YingZhi said. Lol. Then JianBin wore the sexy xcountry shirt. Was like wow. The shirt was like quiet lu. LOL. Then ran. Ran faster than Nicholas liao. :D Hahha. Lol. Quite happy. Lol.

Then got Sec3 council meeting after flag raising. The Exco confirmed the dates for the interview next week. Listening to them say the dates makes me nervous. I wan to get in but have a feeling that there will be great competition and I dun wan us to have conflicts cuz of this. And flag-raising duties, maybe I screwed up mine. X: Thats why I didnt make it. I only did twice, the first one was okay but the second one I didnt even have time to prepare and then alot of annoucements. I really wish I got another chance.

Then after schl Ncc was abit tired cuz morining got xcountry. But still hang on. Then was like feeling something bad would happen. Idk lahhs. Nvm shall not think abt it. For now, Just do my best in Spec Course, coming out with 2nd sergeant and award. :D Hahha.

Now just feel like playing bball and destress. Lol. Wish everything goes better for me. :D

Feelthatshesgettingfurtherandfurtherfromme.Ihatethisfeeling.